It's another year past for me, today, on the 6th Sep. A rare day where I finally can get some quiet moment to myself. Dawson's out in the living room in my sembawang home in his hammock, hubby's out with his BMT friends and family watching a movie that I remember the story too clearly to watch again.
Rainy days always make me feel melancholy. There's just something sad abt it that I cant explain.
I remember things exactly 9 years ago, I remember things exactly 8 months ago. It's been nearly a decade. Sounded so long, yet it whizzed past like it was just yesterday. Yet, so much had changed. I realised how real some old sayings are.
When you finally realise that it was just infatuation, you can no longer walk out of it. Maybe it's you who made me feel that the love we had was infatuation, I used to believe that it's love. But when the words came out from my mouth, I realise that the love was never reprocicated. Cos you will never see the good in me, no matter how hard I try. You can never forget the past. It's too late anyway.
At the last hour of 6th Sep 2008, I gave up, with just a single tear dropped. Cos I know that it's over. Cos I know that I had tried hard enough.
11:15 PM
It's Me
Kai Lin
24 years old
Saggitarius
Married and loved
