It has been a long long stay back home since last saturday. Enjoyed lots of love from family and friends. Positive atmosphere, wonderful people plus plenty of food. Yee!!! Home is always good. I could never get enough of family bonding time and mahjong-cum-chatting session with my loves.
On the down side, I got to spend so little time with hubby. I guess, maybe it's true, marriage is the graveyard of love. Eventually it dies down to responsibility and the family that was formed, it's no longer the love the binds the marriage. I looked at old couples holding hands and smiling lovingly at each other. I wonder if I could get to enjoy this bliss in the future. Uncertainties increase as I realised that I could never be on par with her. No matter how hard I try, how much effort i put in. I am just dominating, controlling and unreasonable. I am somewhat tired of trying. I think let's just let nature takes its course.
Do you believe a love could run so strong? Do you believe a love could pass you by? There was no special one for me I was the lonely one, you see But then my heart lost all control Now you're all that I know -Chicago (Will you still love me)
1:25 AM
It's Me
Kai Lin
24 years old
Saggitarius
Married and loved
