Tuesday, November 20, 2007
Hmmmm...my exam was long over. and I'm yet into my job search.
These few weeks, had been busy, though nothing productive had been done, till today.
I should just say that my life had been sort of overturned since the last post, so much had happened, yet everything whizzed past like a nightmare. I am not sure if all that happened are good, but at least that's the path that I had chosen to take. I will have to bear with the consequences no matter what might happen eventually.
So much tears shed, so many wishes and thrills. But things are happening so fast that I feel that everything is so unreal, up till today.
So much so that I vaguely remember things that happened, shao's birthday, zhao's birthday (that I did not attend), Dianna and Rong's birthday and Hua's birthday which I mixed up the date. My memory seemed to be failing me.
All that's happening is making me so insensitive to other's feeling, others who cared for me. Then again, isn't the route that I've chosen hurting so many ppl and making even more of these worried for me.
All I can do is to convince myself that I had taken the right path and this is the right thing to do.
2:58 PM
