You know, emotions was not an once off happening due to one situation.
It is the gradual and painful buildup after countless hurtful comments and stabs that were left unattended. How many times have you noticed me pretending that all is over the next day, after getting thru the previous night with tears that you never did understand or even make an attempt too before?
I was waiting for you, love, to attend to the wounds. But it never happened. It seems that anything not mentioned is a matter of the past. And the wound got deeper and deeper each day with yet another one of those nights.
Sometimes it was a deep stab, sometime it was a prick. And come one day, I realised that it doesnt matter anymore. The wound is such that any contact with it comes with intense pain. It even hurted so when you tried to stroke it.
I cringed thinking of how that one gentle stroke is going to end soon and more pricking and stabbing will come soon, causing yet another wound that would be deemed too minor to take notice of.
1:33 PM
It's Me
Kai Lin
24 years old
Saggitarius
Married and loved
