Monday, January 08, 2007
I am mentally exhausted, I tried to be a good gerfriend, a good daughter. But it seems that no one really appreciates it. I tried to think of my loved ones first, but only end up to have them hurt me again and again.
To her, I am just a lazy leech and an object of comparison to everybody else.
To him, I am just a demanding and inconsiderate girlfriend, who never spared a thought for his feeling.
My heart sank so deep last night that I dun think I can ever get it alive again. Really feel like isolating myself from everyone and every body. Thoughts of joining Andrew seem so tempting.
1:59 AM