Monday, October 02, 2006
Piggie finally booked out over the weekend. This is the end of such a long week. Being with him. Just something I needed, to get rid of the sadness and guilt of losing someone. I would be lying if I say the whole matter did not have a deep impact on me.
If only I had not been so into my so called "principles" for the past few months.
If only I had been his good friend and talked to him more. So many "if only" thoughts came to my mind since tuesday. But there were just so many constraints which seemed so minute now. He had given me so much in the past and I have nothing or little to give him in return. Not even the chance to send him through his last journey.
Life, you can never expect anything to happen. He still lives inside my memory. And he taught me a precious lesson, to forgive and forget as much as you can.
9:52 AM
