Thursday, July 06, 2006
Feeling emotional today...too much idling time is no good for me. It stirs up memories and set me thinking about a lot of things. Maybe it is true, as we get older, we will tend to reflect on things more consciously.
It dawned on me that family plays a very important role in the decisions of a relationship. Not as in the oppositions that you might face from them, but the culture and norms that was in the family itself.
I remember squirming with uneasiness and anxiety everytime i stepped into that luxurious looking house. I remember the questions asked abt my family though I know it was just harmless curosity.
I am satisfied with how at ease I am now abt going to this five-room flat in Tampines every other week. Making small talks and switching tv channels as I wish was as comfortable as I was at home.
I heard shirl say something that wah wah had told her before;
"The person you are with might not be the right one. But if you choose to give her(him) up for another person, you will be the one who chose not to make her(him) the right one."I will not make any choice to make any uncertainty not the right person.
song delicated to YOU - "I Just Can't Live a Lie", By Carrie Underwood
12:09 PM
