Friday, February 10, 2006
It's a wonder what Love can do. Over the years, I had experienced its strength and what it is capable of doing to my dear friends and myself.
1) It can change a demure ger to a wild chick wannabe.
2) It can break down all every bit of confidence in a self-assured ger.
3) It can bring tears to you one minute and smiles the next.
4) It can force out jealousy over the slightest matter.
5) It can cause the death of oneself for the sake of a loved one.
But it is not this kind of love that really touched me. It's the love given by my family that touched me deeply today.
One evening, when I reach home from class, I locked myself up in my room crying over some pain that the above mentioned Love had brought me. Before I dashed inside the room, I heard my dad asking me wat's wrong, before getting "Shhh" by my sis. When I am really sad, I dun wail out loud, instead it is just tears rolling down my cheek continuously. So there isnt any sound from my room after i locked myself in it. After a few minutes, I heard my mum pounding on the door, asking me to open the door in an urgent tone. It was as if she was afraid that I might do something foolish inside.
Outside, I heard my sis shouting, "You (my mum) KPO ar! cannot leave her alone is it!!!" at least thrice. Was pretty much pissed off by the commotion that they had created, so I just shouted out. When my mum heard that I am still toking, she stopped pounding on the door and left me alone to cool down.
It was really a funny of how my family show their concern...but i was really touched that my mum did not probe further after I came out of the room. It is like they care for me all the same though their thinking is so different. And they actually created a commotion over me. I was touched.
In days like this, you really need a funny family to cheer you up and make you feel loved!!! I love my family!!!
3:05 AM