Wednesday, January 25, 2006
Yee!!! It is tues le...Supposed to have a long weekend from tml till the rest of the week till after the CNY hols, but, the super ultra long weekend dream was dashed by the seminar tml morning and the two hr class on thu...And ya, tons of projects to be completed, ya, whoever says poly life is super slack...it might had been so for the past two years, but the system was made to kill us in the last semester of the graduating year...Blahzz!!!
Last weekend was a really bad one...but I am glad that thing is all fine now. We had a big quarrel and it got really sour. It never seems to rain but pour...this is so so true. the quarrel was somehow sparked by something that happened in my family, which really broke my heart. He wasnt there for me for that one and onli time that I badly needed him. And my "hedgehog" side just acted up again. And it caused an ugly scene eventually...Luckily the situation was salvaged at the very last moment.
A very good friend of mine called me today...seems to be in agony in an all giving realationship. It must be tiring, to keep giving without even a small return, just something to appreciate all that you had done. It is even worse, to be living in someone's shadow. But, Love is blind. That I understand. I hope that eventually the pain that the miseries had caused will wake you up...
On days when I do not have my PMS, I will thank God for all that he had given me. Though I do not have perfect facial features and figure, I have a lot of love from those surrounding me. Isnt that just amazing...how fair God is. Look at the Hollywood stars, so many broken marriages, just when we tot that it was a perfect match. Yet, look at those plain Janes on the street, all of them are very much blessed with the bliss of a loving husband and an adorable child. I believe everyone will get their own happiness in one way or another.
Yee..so emotional today, I dunno why...must be the music that I am playing, but it is so soothing, that for a moment I had forgotten abt the bustle and hassle that I am in...
12:15 PM
