Friday, January 13, 2006
My computer had been down since monday. Something's wrong with the modemn installation till 2 hours ago when I reinstall everything with the disc that Starhub had sent me. And I went through my friends' blogs...
Everyone seemed to be moody. It must be the moody weather which is so harsh and cold that it feels as though fear and melancholy had crept in. Anyway, I hope that after the heavy downpour, there will be a beautiful and cheery rainbow to start the new year with...But something for you ppl to laugh with....
I FINALLY HAD MY SHARE OF FALLING DOWN. THE WORST THING WAS THAT, I ACTUALLY FELL DOWN IN FRONT OF AN EX AND HIS FRIENDS!!! RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM!!! MY FACE WAS BURNING WITH EMBARASSMENT!!! WHY DIDNT I JUST ACT AS IF I FAINTED AND I CAN ESCAPE WITH THE SHAME!!! ARGH!!! ASK ME MORE ABOUT IT ON FRI GERS!!!Yesterday Shi Hao flew off to Germany, I did not send him off, cos I wasnt feeling well. But I heard Hua was crying, after absorbing the scene of all his family members crying and tearing. Imagine, it's onli for four months that he was leaving, and Hua was not even his close friend. I cant imagine the scene when Wenyan and Angel leave for Aussie. The beginning of each day marks one day closer to the day of parting, and we shall have to live with an incomplete C9. No more mahjong seesions at Yan's place and no more mahjong-loser Angel to lose money to the rest..I dun like Angie, so I shall stick with Angel. Angie was some woman that I hated at work. But I love Angel!!!
Piggie is contemplating signing on with the army. His decision was more or less fixed. But there was this slight indecisiveness that has me as the factor. He was fearful that all his time will be bought over by the government and I will live a single yet unavailable life, which he knows how much I dreaded. Indeed I was fearful of the kind of life that I was leading one year before. But I think it wouldn't be half as bad in this case. How big can Singapore be. Haizz!!! I hate being the deciding factor... It usually means that I will end up making the decision.
My parents are having a cold war which had lasted for 3 days. As if the weather wasn't bad enough to start with. Haizz!!! Bad weather, bad week!!!
Going out tml, it had been a long time since I dressed up nicely and go out. I promise if the weather allows me to dress up nicely tml, I will not do any stupid things that will mess up my effort and my date!!! *God bless*
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