Saturday, January 07, 2006
It had been a few days since I blogged, alot of events had been going on since sch reopened. Had my two ICA on Tuesday, it was pretty much alright, hopefully a "B" for both the preentation and the paper. Thu was supposed to be NAPFA test, but it was cancelled due to the heavy rain, which realli pissed me off, cos I was in my sport attire le and they just called off cos the stadium cant be used, I mean, they could have just let us take the 5 items first, cant they?
Thu was also Wanting's birthday and we went to Bei Sheng Lou to celebrate her 20th birthday. Knew about some stuffs which realli saddened me...Budden again, karma does exist, I believe in it. Anyway, I love the feeling when all gers just sat ard and chitchat, though they all love Kelly Poon instead of Xin Hui.
I read shir's blog about the lack of attention from the person that you are toking to, it's pretty upsetting i agree, especially if tis treatment comes from that special someone in your life. He might be having a lot on his mind, a lot to think about, but isnt it basic respect to listen to someone when she is talking...and i dun think this is hard when the two of you were alone with little distraction from others. Hurted and helpless...cos I can never get your full attention for long, for this one year...
An old friend just called me, and I picked up the call, not knowing it was him. if i knew it was him, I dun know if I would have answer that call. But anyway, the whole conversation lasted for barely 3 min. I dun think I had broken my promise to anyone.
I realli envy those who can keep ex-es as close friends, for me, I can never do the same. I am too sentimental, as wat someone had said, for that. Or maybe, the deeper you fell in love, the less possible it is for friendship to exist without confusion.
Sorry to say, But I think it would be better if we stop contacting each other. You live your life and I live on with my choice. We dun cross each other's path and mess up either party's life. I dun wanna hurt my boyfriend because of a past relationship. Hope that you'll be happy no matter where you choose to go and what you choose to do eventually.
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