Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Life's so fragile...you know, you can just lost a loved one anytime, without any warning beforehand at all. I just experienced two sudden deaths. Besides abrupt, I could see no other words to describe the two deaths. One of which was closer to me. It was my granduncle. He just passed away four hours ago. All of the sudden, he was just spotted lying on the floor and he was out of breathe before anyone actually can get to him. It all happens in just, maybe, 3 seconds???
I feel no grief at all, but rather worried, for my grandma who was near 70. would she be able to take it? The departure of her only alive brother. All her other siblings and her mum were long gone. And she had just lost her brother without any mental preparation at all.
The body was brought to the hospital for further probing on the death. But I guess it was all for the sake of knowing more about science. I mean, what help would it be to the deceased's family to know the reason. It would be only for more medical advancement and to take out all the organs that can still be used. I guess it is a good way to let the soul continue living in the world, with his eyes there to aid some other people see the beautiful. But it's damn cruel to tell the deceased's family this, after they had just lost a loved one. I wonder how my grandma would react...hope she will take it in her stride.
For my granduncle, I will always remember you in my heart. A person who cant talk but yet lived a life that all envy. A person who will always be where the ciggies are. The person who had taught me how to treasure life as it is.
10:30 AM
