Friday, August 26, 2005
Seriously, I am starting to dread working in MMI, it is like a ¾ female working environment and you guys know how bitchy women can get sometimes, especially Malaysians women, not like I am preaching nationalism or what shit, but it is really tested and proven, here and in Motorola…when I was working in the factory plant. Not that they are bitching about me though, but it just give mi the creeps what they will be talking behind me once I got to know them better.
This is really deterring me from taking the first step to know them and communicate with them, knowing that they can bitch about everything and anything…it is driving me nuts, I guess I will just be talking to the guys in the company and Singaporean women…somehow I am missing the small room, at least I had Siti and Siti had me…now we are two lonely souls…. Pathetic??? I think I am…cant wait for IPP to be over…Phew!!! I just hate office job and ya, double hate to Malaysian female working environment!!!!! The routine working environment is killing mi… no one to laugh and chit chat with, no new ppl to meet everyday….OFFICE WORKS SUCKS!!!
Ok…enough of the lousy stuffs, now something good about IPP, finally… ok, it had improved and strengthen the relationship between Dear and mi, I realized that I had somehow taken him for granted when I got to see him everyday, but now, I am missing him so much that I can t wait to meet him, this makes mi cherish the time that I am spending with him, and ya, less anger against him and that mean…a sweeter and more loving mi!!!! Dear, you agree???
I miss my gers, wondering how they are doing in their workplace, but definitely a zillion times better than mi…Argh!!! K…I am starting my grumbling again, I better stop before you guys find mi too grumpy…ya, something that I read from my desktop calendar…
“Challenges can be seen as stepping stones or stumbling blocks. It is just a matter or perspective.”
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