Wednesday, May 18, 2005
Yippee!!! here goes two days of the week, cant wait for weekend to be here...the past few days was alright ba??? sunday went to catch Kingdom of Heaven with Dear, thought it was nice, though dear was like bored to death with the "read between the line" parts...it had been a long time since I watched this kind of show, the last was "The White Feathers" or something like that, no no, it was "Cold Mountain", i just love this kind of shows, missed "The Pianist" and one other show which I had forgotten the name of...Never mind..but cant watch too much movie le, price of movie tix has increased yet again...spent $19 to watch a movie on Sundays...
Recently Dear very fierce to mi..dunno why, or is it my fault...guess i was clumsy, walk also dunno how to walk properly, nearly banged into people...guy somemore, Dear scared I kena "ka you"...then scolded mi yesterday, then today mi wearing tank top with a jacket..but somehow my tank top slipped down a bit, showed a bit of cleavage, then made Dear angry again..go to take MRT, stupid mi walked so near to yellow line, then make Dear angry again..mi so lousy, everytime make Dear pissed off... budden mi also not purposely de..somehow when dear fierce to mi, it reminded mi of how cold he was towards mi when we were first together...how he didn't want to walk together with mi in school...heart breaking..guess I am thinking too much le...
I dunno...but mi now starting to fear Dear le, hope this is only temporary...his stares, his tone of voice...just sent a shiver to mi whenever I was in crowded place, scared Dear angry again...Dear, I love you, dun let mi be scared of you can, I just wanna love you...fulli, without the mixture of any other feelings...
by the way, this is the lyrics to this song on my blog...meaningful wor...dun cry when reading it wor...
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you,
can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my
prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on
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