Wednesday, May 04, 2005
Been a few days since I last blogged..well, it was Labour Day, had a long weekend...well, was a not-so-good day today...wore formal to school, met the director for a gentle dressing down due to the disaster during orientation..well, glad that it was over and done with..realised lots of stuffs that i never did before... think I was too emotional to realise lots of things in the past till now, then I understand a lot of stuffs...
Today, I feel that I realli cant take it anymore le..somethings I need to say out, if not I will just be pissed off alone and stop toking to you guys one of these days,
I dun want that to happen...so, hopefulli think over the below msg...for my side, I dun want to say out straight away just now cos I know my temper..I had learnt to cool down first then tok...
Heard Smile said that everytime only she and rene go out onli, sometimes with andy..then the rest all no time to go out, all busy with boyfriends..Was a bit pissed off...gers, next time please jio when you guys wanna go out, dun take for granted that all not free...never ask how you know not free, then the rest when never accompany you then you all say way heavy color light friend bla bla bla..I dun think this is very fair...at least if they realli cant make it then you know the reason why also right...maybe not their fault also...hope you all get the idea k..and dun keep saying I never jio k..the marina bay steamboat thingy also i jio one right, then I say wanna go bbq then ppl scold mi "shen jing bing" wat can i say...very crazy meh wanna go bbq??? I dun see what so siao abt it loh...
Then we always say we wanna do this we wanna do that, budden never realli confirm everything also, how can say no one wanna accompany you do this, accompany you do that..then end up you all last minute jio then say the rest dun bother to accompany you guys...what is this supposed to mean??? i realli dun understand..then the pulau ubin thingy, rene just blogged abt it yesterday night,then expect us to read her blog every hour is it..then we also haven say dun want to go, then you say even if no one goes you two will still go yourself..wat loh..did we even say we dun want to go??? then we onli thought of havin a majong session this morning on the next long weekend, then you came in the afternoon we tok abt it you say we never tell you...then say you not free...I might have misunderstand, is it realli you not free or you throwing tantrums??? hopefulli is the formal, cause if you are throwing tantrums, you think it is very fair???
And just because I made a passing remark abt andy might not be happy when you never spend time alone with him on weekends doesnt mean that I dun want to go out on week end with you guys..mi just worried that you two quarrel again cos he onli gets to see you on weekends...dun want you to lose this happiness that you had found...
Hopefulli you gers will think abt it and tell mi things that I had not look from your aspects or failed to understand..cos right ow I realli dun understand the above, my mind filled will with question marks.
12:37 PM
