Sunday, April 03, 2005
Finally, finish editing my blogskins le...did not edit so much of the layout, but the wordings...the introduction page...anyway, I think those close to mi will know who that msg is for...the guilt within me towards him is still there, but I had learnt to put it aside and let the even strong feeling of love that i have for Dear take over...think after the last phone call, he will never ever call mi again de..
I once remember telling him long long time ago, that if we were to broke up, we can never be friends cos, one party would have hurted another too deeply...right now, i dunno whether I have hurted him, or is it I had hurted myself..maybe we were both hurted terribly, but i am just lucky that I have Dear to understand mi and go through everything with mi, while he has no one...guess that's why i am feeling so super guilty...cos i am happy now, while he is sad..
The song, "Purest of Pain", think it's describing his feelings now...no matter wat, i just hope for the best for him...it's will be best that i leave his life completely, being in it, no matter what a small role I'm playing will onli continue hurting him...Take good care...
Dear, I love you...thanks for everything..
5:40 AM
