Sunday, December 12, 2010
Just when I thought there's nothing left for me to reminisce, I found a notebook.
I almost forgotten how much I loved you.
I almost forgotten those lonely and painful Valentines.
And there's a sudden ache in my heart.
3:01 PM
Thursday, December 09, 2010
Silly Boy,
You were worried that you will fall down while walking, so you thought you would be safe if Mummy carry you.
But there’s one thing you don’t know, your mummy is one clumsy pig too.
But, with you in my hand, I will make sure that you are safe.
Thanks for trusting Mummy with no doubt at all.
4:35 PM
Friday, November 19, 2010
I'm just coming 24.
Seems so young, yet I feel so old.
I am a daughter, a wife, a daughter in law.
Most importantly, a mother.
I'm only 24, yet I'm the center of so many people's life.
Gosh...I feel so much older.
10:59 AM
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
Almost 2 years.
And I almost forget my old self.
Till I started reading my old blog posts again.
It's unbelieveable how much I changed in 2 years.
And it's so amazing how much my loved ones went through with me.
8:52 AM
Friday, December 26, 2008
Long long time since I last Blogged.
I finally have some free time to myself after so long now that Dawson is sleeping soundly now and TOA is nice to give staff Boxing Day off =)
Has Xmas celebration 2 days ago with the dearest gers. I had forgotten how fun it could be to be with them till then. And I miss the guys so terribly too. Though I missed my little prince a lot, being with the gers made me feel that I have all the support in the world. Including the one who is not here, I miss you even more. Please do take care of yourself. When you come back. Dawson should be big enough to go shopping with us.
Life's been good Michelle, thanks. I hope things has been good for you too. And Frazer is going to Kindergarden soon???
Work's fine. Just that everywhere you go, you're bound to meet silly people. Married life, it's been good but with lot's of arguement over trivial matters. Darling signed up for ACCA, starting school next year.
And before you guys cant wait to hop over to Dawson's site. Here's a sneak preview for you.
1:47 PM
Saturday, September 06, 2008
It's another year past for me, today, on the 6th Sep. A rare day where I finally can get some quiet moment to myself. Dawson's out in the living room in my sembawang home in his hammock, hubby's out with his BMT friends and family watching a movie that I remember the story too clearly to watch again.Rainy days always make me feel melancholy. There's just something sad abt it that I cant explain.
I remember things exactly 9 years ago, I remember things exactly 8 months ago. It's been nearly a decade. Sounded so long, yet it whizzed past like it was just yesterday. Yet, so much had changed. I realised how real some old sayings are.
When you finally realise that it was just infatuation, you can no longer walk out of it. Maybe it's you who made me feel that the love we had was infatuation, I used to believe that it's love. But when the words came out from my mouth, I realise that the love was never reprocicated. Cos you will never see the good in me, no matter how hard I try. You can never forget the past. It's too late anyway.
At the last hour of 6th Sep 2008, I gave up, with just a single tear dropped. Cos I know that it's over. Cos I know that I had tried hard enough.
11:15 PM
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
been working for 3 weeks since. nothing much abt it, just normal easy routine task, just need to pay a lot of attention to details, something that the careless me is trying to cultivate.
It's tiring having to work and pamper Dawson when i return home. But knowing that he need me and seeing his smile made me feel that it's all worth it. I heard him laugh, it's the first time that he did so, I dunno why, but i suddenly feel like tearing. Finally life's getting better.
I miss my friends, those who had given me support through these 9 months, I can never imagine life without them. And I just want to hug my c9 and tell them that i love them. You guys can never imagine what those things that you all had done for me mean, even when you guys think that it's nothing much. They just made me feel that I am never alone.
Smelling better life, i feel that the world is wonderful. With little Dawson and lovely sisters and wonderful parents. And a hubby whom I had a love-hate relationship with.
Suddenly the fact that I am in a job that bring me little satisfaction doesn't matter any longer. Cos everything else is so perfect.
And I just update Dawson's blog too.
11:37 PM